Underlying Issues

Recently a couple, one of them a peer of Kody's at the medical school, got a divorce.

No one even seemed to know that it was happening. I asked Kody if he'd seen them together and if they seemed happy. He said he had seen them together and they did seem happy. But he knew his peer wasn't. This person told him so.

It just made me wonder. Do people seem happy but really have real issues they can't resolve? To be honest this whole situation scared me.

Kody and I are happy. We have issues... Who doesn't. But we work through them. I think that is was matters. That you work at it. No matter what else you could be doing instead, you make the time to work at your relationship.

I hope that Kody and I never go through anything we can't resolve. We've been through so much already, I can't imagine something we couldn't get through. But maybe I'm too young and naive. I'd like to think I'm not.

I love Kody with all my heart. I can't imagine going through moving to Oregon and finally being away from my family without him. I've been an emotional mess.

Well, the point is I get scared and things like this make me more scared but, I always seem to find myself in Kody's arms when I get too scared. I hope that doesn't change.

Getting Distance

Hello,

I officially passed the CPE (aka my GIANT test). Not to brag but I passed with a 91%!!! Whoooo!

I was supposed to be headed to Oregon today but we hit some road blocks...

My car needs a tow hitch so we can tow a uhaul trailer. Unfortunately it is a specialty part for the type of car I have and uhaul can't get it until Tuesday. So..... I will be leaving early Wednesday instead.

Thankfully, this has given me more time to do things I need to do before heading out. And seeing great friends before I leave for a LONG time. It has actually been really good.

Poor Kody will have to be a little distant when I first get there (about Thursday I should get there). Because he has a test that Friday. So my parents and I will hang out together, go to the beach...in the rain... or hiking... in the rain... Who knows! My parents will then fly out on Saturday!

I'm getting anxious to be on my own for the FIRST TIME EVER!!! It's a little crazy that I'll be halfway across the country but I'm sure I'll figure out everything!

I'm excited to start a new adventure!

GIANT test

This is it people... I am coming down the home stretch.

One GIANT test tomorrow and IF I pass then I will be headed to Oregon Sunday!!

I'm freaking out a little about passing. This is the biggest test I've ever had to take and I am super worried I won't make it. I just want to be in Oregon and be one step closer to becoming a real Vet Tech!

I'm just praying I will make it. I'm not sure I've studied enough. And I am doing this instead... way to be smart!